Saturn’s misconceptions

Saturn is direct

And now I realize that without Saturn being direct I have been in the state of confusion. The direct has become very literal for me in receiving messages and I believe that because it’s in the sign of Pisces, it is a disconnect for me of spiritual guidance and clarity.

Saturn has been in my seventh house, it has not dealt with relationships per se, but it has been in my relation to the things that I have committed to long-term. That includes my business, how I view intimate relationships, my relationship to work and to my dedication and rituals , the day-to-day as well as my creative pursuits.

Ever since my Saturn return, which is around 28-30 I have found that Saturn isn’t a punishing planet, but a planet that states you are not serious or they are not serious about you and the things you choose to do this will not hold up. Saturn is the one will indeed upend you— usually for your good it doesn’t feel line if at the time but looking back you’ll be like — Oh I see.

Saturn is the tower card because you knew you had no business being there. Saturn also makes sure that you were untouched from things that were worse than you even knew. Saturn takes away, what doesn’t give. There are constraints but how do we move fluidly through or stay still within them?

Sometimes Saturn is the grandmother who tells that raggedy boy you know damn well you shouldn’t be here—sometimes that parent meets someone a lil friend at the door and realizes this is NOT your friend.

Many times Saturn is the no, the delay, the rejection, that you may take very deeply until you realize something better was coming for you all along and you had to make space for it. Saturn is not an easy planet to work with, but it is a planet that makes the working, the intention, the continuity, the ongoing trying worthwhile.

Saturn will always ask. Do you really truly want this and what are you willing to do for it? Os it really the right thing for you? Do you believe this is an alignment with you and where you were/are trying to go?

Saturn asks you don’t you want better? Let me show you. Saturn asks you to raise your standards and create boundaries. Deepen your desires by becoming the you for them.

Saturn will also break down other people’s projections that you have made your truth. Breaking down the shoulda that you have carried on your shoulders. Saturn eats the son only in this case to me — because the ego of assuming you know what is next will eat You alive. The you now. The You waiting to tag in your authentic self vs the expected self.

Shoutout to Saturn.

P.S.

Happy Full moon in Taurus

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